Monday 16 June 2008

Day 76

Yes, I think it's working. Can you check? The light is flashing, so... I think it's working.

Well, you were with me most of the time, so why... for the record, okay, sure.

You vanished. They wouldn't let me talk to you, something to do with a conflict of interests. Which I still don't fully understand even though you've tried to explain it to me. I was left alone in that place. The others their didn't care, they just wanted to do the minimum required of their jobs, which I guess was to, well, look after me.

The days flowed into each other and I wasn't really aware of time passing. I think they increased whatever it was in that tube in my arm, you know, that makes me sleep. I was hardly aware of anything they were saying, on the rare occasions they bothered to talk to me.

Then you came back. And I don't remember that part very well. However, what I do remember is that everything was blurry, even my thoughts, and I think I was still drugged. And we went outside, because I remember emerging outside the building and the fresh cool air over my face. And we got into your car, and then I slept.

I remember you being very anxious about something.

Did that record okay?